The Balance of Life

Meh. I hate myspace. All of my friends have moved there.

Another friend ditched me again tonight. -_- meh meh...

Birthday Death! Kinda oxymoronic, neh?

and heh heh, moronic is also a double meaning, meaning this post will lower your IQ.

1998 - A 6.6 magnitude earthquake hits northern Afghanistan, killing up to 5,000.

1972 - In Tel Aviv, members of the Japanese Red Army carry out the Lod Airport Massacre, killing 24 people and injuring 78 others

1972 - The Angry Brigade goes on trial over a series of 25 bombings throughout Britain.

1948 - A dike along the flooding Columbia River breaks, obliterating Vanport, Oregon within minutes. Fifteen people die and tens of thousands are left homeless.

1942 - World War II: 1000 British bombers launch a 90-minute attack on Cologne, Germany.

1883 - In New York City, a rumor that the Brooklyn Bridge is going to collapse causes a stampede which crushes twelve people

1879 - An F4 tornado struck Irving, Kansas, killing 18 and injuring 60

[b]1806 - Andrew Jackson kills a man in a duel after the man had accused Jackson's wife of bigamy[/b]

1434 - Taborite forces led by Prokop the Great were defeated and almost annihilated in the Battle of Lipany, effectively ending the Hussite Wars.

1416 - The Roman Catholic Church burns Jerome of Prague as a heretic.

1431 - In Rouen, France, 19-year-old Joan of Arc is burned at the stake. May 30 is now her feast day as a saint of the Roman Catholic Church.


Let's solve overpopulation together!!! ^_^


PS Please don't take this seriously, I know some of you will. :)

*laughs* well... Let's get the facts straight... his mother is a midget gnome who hates men but is Bill's only friend, and he treats her like crap. (no wonder she hates men, if you can Bill that)

His sister was pregnant at 15, and I think she had a second kid in there somewhere, most sluts do.

His father is a dousche who "played grabass with me and my sistah, so I cut him with a kitchen knife."

His parents are now divorced, and his step-mother is a fat piece of shit who runs a foster home and doesn't even take care of the kids, she would usually make Bill or someone else do it. She does it for the money, and she's a bitch. They're about to get divorced too. Quote from Bill, "Oh shit, d00d, I hate going home, everytime I do, I get sick because of all those sick kids." It's because you're a dirty dirty child. And your family is too. All of them.

And Bill... He's the guy who will take 1 hour long showers right before Tim and I's classes with the windows in the bathroom closed so it is raining from the mildew infested ceiling, and not even apologize. And then he wonders why I get angry. And he says, "Nobody likes me, please pity me."

No. Fuck you, Bill. No more Pity Parties. No more. Learn to care about others before you expect ANYone to care about you.

Don't you dare fucking expect us to cry for you when your GF breaks up for you when you haven't left the apartment to see her in 2 months straight because you were playing DIABLO 2.

I should've turned you face up and left you, you dirty little fuck.

"Now, Bill, at the end of this, I want you to fucking remember one thing: You brought this all upon yourself. This is your fault. Don't you dare say we were hateful. You have earned everything." - Sean



Oh, and I just removed the carpet, spilling everything out of his onto the floor. Yeah, fuck you, how do you like that?

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: SlipKnot - Virus of Life

The Complete Peace,
the peace that exists within the piece,
it completes the piece
and the piece is me.
The piece is this world,
and this world is my piece,
and I choose the pieces.

This brings me peace.
A complete peace.
A complete piece.


The Incomplete Chaos,
the piece that exists within the peace,
defining peace,
defying peace.
Matching the square hole with the round piece
just to stir up the pieces out of their peace.



We all believe we strive towards peace, but I don't agree. I think we each strive for chaos as well. But, not complete chaos. Most humans are masochistic, we don't want to be happy, but still happy most of the time. Sometimes, you just gotta poke someone you love till they are annoyed just to define your peace, and your piece. Whatever, just read the freaking poem already, I can't say it much better.

Current Music: Pearl Jam - Go

These are two really cool thingies called Johari windows and Nohari Windows. Just check it out and make your own, and we'll see what happens, neh? ^_^

Johari:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=CorranThrn

Nohari:
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=CorranThrn

If ya haven't figured it out already, my new computer's already set up. ^_^ I'm typing on it right now, its running well, though the sound card on this one is of much less quality than the HP Motherboard. Oh well, just more money I'll ahve to throw out later. but yeah, how can the sound be this bad, honestly? It sounds horrible... "music music *clack clack*" sounds like an artist who spits on a microphone... mp3s shouldn't sound like that. So, I'll buy a sound card at some point.

I'm watching everyone post all this stuff about weight, but no one really seems to ahve a plan. Or if they do, its some stuff like Atkins diet, where you can't eat pizza or anything inexpensive, and frankly, you have to be rich to have that kinda diet.

So what can we do to change it?

Stolen from a Reader's Digest Article:

Just change habits.

Sit down less, move more.
When you wake up in the morning, do some stretching.
Do 10 pushups. Hell, do even 5, anything works.
Walking up and down stairs for 2 minutes is the same as a 20 minute jog. (calorie burn)
If you're talking on the phone, get up and pace. ("Naturally thin" people sit 2.5 hours less than others a day).
Do anything you can do keep moving, even if you're swinging your legs, flexing your butt cheeks while stuck in car traffic, or even twiddling your thumbs.

Apparently, if you go to a calorie diet, the low fat cream cheeses and the seltzer waters actually work. My mother actually drinks them instead of high calorie drinks like even juice, for example. Blah, forget it for me though, seltzer tastes horrible. ^_^ Weis or Giant sells good flavored waters though, so :P

If, in the morning, you find yourself hungry, eat high protein things like mozzarella sticks, or stuff with fiber and water like apples. They'll "fill you up to keep you away from that pre-snack brownie". And honestly, I used to eat apples all the time, and though it won't work right away, it will work like 20 minutes later during class. I like to eat them during those early morning classes because otherwise I get 1)cranky during class and 2)I lose focus easily. And how much do apples cost? How much does swinging and clenching your legs during class cost? meh?


If you're offended or hurt that I wrote this, I'm sorry. If you want to yell at me, and say, "You don't know what it's like to be like this, so how can you write this?" If you want to say that, tell me, I'll punch you right in your face right this second. I am very tired of all this "You're metabolism must be really high" crap. No, it wasn't. No, it isn't. I used to be a fat little kid with huge glasses and a crooked-teeth grin. I had a good personality, but no one was going to see that. No one does at first. Only if they're FORCED to interact with you (same classes at school).

So yeah, I wasn't a pretty kid, I wasn't a skinny kid, I never was. But, guess what I decided? I decided I wanted to be. I did pushups everyday, I played on the computer a little less, I ate my apples, I ate one burger instead of two, I ate medium fries instead of large.

Hell, fucking metabolism has nothing to do it when you play frisbee for 4 hours a day. Play for half an hour and you can burn 50 calories, and that's not at a full sprint. So yeah, I can eat whatever I want, but that's because I'VE FUCKING EARNED IT.

Point is, there is no such thing as metabolism this or metabolism that as an excuse. It's yours. PWN IT, Bitches. I fucking KNOW York College is a depressive pit, but we can't give up, we've got to fight that authoritative emotionally oppressive cloud that hangs over all our heads.

So I'm saying, be a fucking rebel. The whole country is screaming out to us, "Eat more, Consume more, Be more." But sometimes, I think we need to try to be a little less.

For curiousity about my new computer, Here's my video card:

http://www.circuitcity.com/ccd/productDetail.do?oid=131928&WT.mc_n=26364&WT.mc_t=U&cm_ven=EMAIL&cm_cat=CIRCUITCITY.COM&cm_pla=EMA_SHIPPING_NOTIFICATION-%3ES2%20-%20PRODUCT%20SPOT&cm_ite=12694%20PRODUCT%20PURCHASED&cm_keycode=26364

Also will be buying the processor soon. Already ahve the RAM. processor, after all the Christmas money I'm willing to spend on it is gone, will cost me 60 bucks. Not bad. ^_^ and then its on to the case and motherboard stuff, and we're finished, hopefully.

Then, Stevasaur and I shall assemble it. ^_^





Also, got Star Wars Risk, and it shall be played. it actually looks good. ^_^

Got work tomorrow, looking forward to it. I like getting money.

Mark from home was hanging out with me all day, yarr. That's all. Bai bai.

<3 to my amigos y amigas too.


And look at this... computer pic: 0_0
http://www.legionhardware.com/Pics/Gigabyte_G1975X/Image_00.jpg

Grades so far:

Spanish Convo - 3.5

Macro - 3.5

Statics - 2.0

Managerial Accounting - 1.0 (might have to take it again *shrugs* I could've passed this too!! It was only the last test that killed
me. He was a little toooo strict in my opinion, but whateva... I had done everything on the test right, but
it was just flipped. :( )

Engineering Electricity isn't done yet, I should have a 2.0 ^_^